oh my god

i dont know what it is about you that i dont like. you making good people suffer and bad people not. i mean c`mon you laid out the rules. so why dont u go after the people who dont follow you. i mean why? why do the people who drink all day and drink all night get to be rich and powerful so they could ruin the lives of countless others?? i mean why have a God then? be good and you will be rewarded. be bad and you will be punished. these are all things you have said to everyone of us through your messengers. i mean you make this world your little playground. and then you made us. acutally you made adam then eve. then they started what i call the human kismet. the human kismet consists of what you already know. you give us this world, then you give us what we started to call feelings. you know regret, happiness, sadness but why make things like lust and wanting and envy a feeling? i mean why make us so that we have the abilities to screw up? is that your game? i mean its written before we are born what paths we will choose but its upto us to do the right thing? if you already know what we are gona do before we do it, why make us go through it? why is it cause the devil saw the inevitable in the human species? where we would end up in? you would know that too. why make us go through this life? why make the good people go through the hunger, the sadness, why make them loose and loose and loose while fucked up gangsters gain. the human kismet revolves around the humans. i have two theories for this. one is after making eve, from then on you havent done anything for or to us. you havent created tidal waves. you havent created tornadoes or landslides. you didnt make men kill each other. you did not start wars. you did not start affairs. you didnt give us pleasure or happiness. you wernt the one who made it possible for us to smile. you just sit back and watch. whats the other theory? oh yeah. you do all this. you pester us. you make life living hell for some people. you reward the bad and the good. you pick out some people and make them loose and loose and loose, i just dont know what you`re trying to do. clear the small smudge of faith they have left in you? why? why do you make it so hard to believe in you. love you. pray for you. i know you exist cause by chance humans cannot be created. we did not come from a universal big bang. we did not evolute from monkeys *rolls eyes* Darwin. dumass. humans are the like from a convention of the worst creations. we cheat, we swindle, we kill, we rape, we molest and some of us eat our own kind. how could some entity so disgusting just be created. so complex. i just dont know about you, you know. i dont know if what happens in our lives depends on your will, or humans do this to each other.i just dont know. religion is overrated.